1.19.10

Dear Blogger,

Fail Day.

So today started out with an overly excessiveness of checking emails and then learning new card tricks...yes my not so secret obsession. Today went from a pretty dang good day to a...wow, really? Kind of day. Why is that you ask? Let me explain.

I finished my math today, and I felt pretty good about myself, even though I'm too scared to actually submit this final exam because of the grade I'm bound to receive. (Am I story writing? I don't know. I'm just releasing. I kind of feel bad...this blog makes my journal empty.) Anyhoo, then a cute little 4 year old came over that we're going to start babysitting every Thursday. He's such a cutie, telling me today...

T.J. - I'm thinking about something.

Me - What are you thinking about?

T.J. - Monster trucks.

Me - What kind of monster trucks?

T.J. - *stares at me* BLUE, BLACK, and RED ONES!

Me - Oh of course! Obviously.

T.J. - Oh great...

Me - What?

T.J. - Now I'm thinking about Barney...

And on another occasion...

T.J. - Hmm..I probably should have gotten dad to bring me another set of clothes...

Me - Why do you need more clothing?

T.J. - *looks up at me* Oh...I guess I was talking to myself.

He's the cutest kid in glasses I know.

So I had to leave that hilarious little bundle of joy and head off to work. Which was great actually. I was left alone to do EVERYTHING so all 6 stalls took me 2 hours to clean, and then I had to water, feed, hay, sweep, and then bring the horses in and feed the outside horses! Great eh? Either way the sun stayed up a little longer so I got to see God splash the horizon with mauve and deep navy blue. Then he started smudging it together, creating quite the sight...ah do I love Him. He inspires me.

I came home to a great meal, some cookies and sat down to the new episode of Chuck, hoping after that to...

1. Clean my room!

2. Exercise!

3. Do laundry!

4. Practice violin!

5. Get ready for bed!

6. Sleep!

What actually happened...

1. Watched chuck!

2. Worked on a new website for my photography...

3. More photography website working...

4. Still editing...

5. Forgot to press save...

6. Now it's ALL GONE. All 1 1/2 hours of work!!

I guess that's what I get for not doing my game plan and practicing violin...which I really...REALLY needed to practice. I feel horrible. Now this day is a fail.

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Goodnight! Mandy